everything is over after 8months & 3weeks?.. what can i say is "thanks for being with me, care me during this period"… really~ i will never forget those time… that’s a lots of memorise between us… including sweet & sour… happy & unhappy… laugh & cry… all of them is meaningfull & unforgetable for me…

besides that, i have to say "sorry" as well… i know that i am not a caring & nice girlfriend most of the time… really sorry if i made you angry or unhappy or even sad & dissapointed before… i swear that are not what i wish to happend…

i can’t deny that i am the one who end up the harmony between us… i am the one who always request this and that… i am the one who always bring trouble to you… i am the one who just know to do whatever i like & not thinking from your view…

break up?.. that’s not a new word between us… and, i am the one who always use this word… actually i know how hurt this word bring to you… but, i still keep using it without think clearly… luckily you will just forget about my childish after word…

you are the one who decided this time… what can i say besides "sure~ i respect your choice"?.. since i promised that will accept whatever your dicision are… maybe this is good for us or maybe not… just hope that i will not regret when i see you holding the other girl’s hand some day later…

actually i cry likes hell till falling in sleep that night… & the tear not in control even the next day… but, you will never never know about that again… that’s no point to use tear get back anything… telling you the true… i always said break up just cause i need more concern & care from you… everything is meaningless & over now… and, i have to accept the punishmnet of this…

there is still promises between both of us… hope we can really do that… remember~ we are still goodfriend that willing to share any secret~ must tell the other when meet the Mr or Ms Right in life… & must be happy all of the time~

do you remember i told you that never promise each other something that won’t come true?.. just always keep this in mind to avoid hurts someone or being hurt lah… TAKE CARE & KEEP IN TOUCH YA… MISS YA…

好快好快~酱就过了三个多月，快四个月了…在新的环境，新的学校已经酱久了耶…久到不该称哪儿为“在新的环境，新的学校”了咯…呵呵呵~

到目前为止，在那里过得很好很好，很快乐很快乐（快乐到生病还要去学校）…哈哈哈~！！！除了一些私人问题，我真的好喜欢好喜欢那里的生活，那里的朋友…

我的朋友们不必为我操心啦~^^ 我会一直努力和开心还有幸福的~哈哈哈~！！！有空找我喝茶，聊天哈拉，逛街，看电影哦… SMS也可以啊~总之保持联络就对啦~ 哈哈哈~！！想你们哦~!!! Muackzzz~ ^^

忽然间感触很深…看着爸爸妈妈手牵着手的恩爱模样…我好想哭哦~！！！不知是不是最近又病了的关系，又开始爱胡思乱想了…想着想着…越想越远…越想越夸张…越想越想哭…哈哈哈~！如果被某人知道的话，又要被碎碎念了啦…

脑海里忽然浮现好多好多画面…好多好多的回忆…甜蜜的和不甜蜜的都有…原来我还记得我们间所发生过的一点一滴…好好笑，好奇怪哦…两个不同世界的人就这样相遇相知相恋…现在彼此间的冷淡又将进化为什么呢？是否有如品冠那首歌—朋友变情人再变朋友？原来不知不觉中，你改变了我…套歌名一直以来都是你的专长咯…

闭上眼，我还依然记得我们第一次见面，第一次你送三文治给我当午餐，第一次我弄蛋糕给你，第一次你送我亲手弄得饼干给我，第一次我们一起逛街一整天，第一次到书看烟花，第一次你牵我的手，第一次觉得生病是幸福的因为有你的陪伴，第一次以某人的女友身份被介绍，第一次和你去云顶玩，第一次你吻我，第一次讨厌假期因为不能见你，第一次和你过情人节，第一次为你下厨…好多好多的第一次…每当我想起这些回忆时，总会甜甜的笑…

但，我似乎很久没那种感觉了…现在我想你的方程式是—我们上次见面是多久前？我们都久没联络了？哈哈哈~！！！听起来都很可悲哦？我每次都说无所谓无所谓，你真的觉得我酱伟大吗？你也太看得起我了吧？呃~如果是关于学业而不能陪我的话，我可以接受啦…因为我清楚知道他对你的重要性嘛…唉~算啦~我也不懂该怎样讲了…

初恋？有人说它是最甜蜜的…有人说它是最难忘的…也有人说它只是爱情先修班…你觉得呢？

我还没资格给与任何意见…哈哈哈~！！！我只能说初恋对我来说意义很深，我也会很不舍得结束它…但，当时间真的冲淡一切时，当我放得下时，当我觉得真的该放弃时，我会学会对自己对你残酷的…